"you are the one, the one that lies close to me
whispers Hello, i've missed you quite terribly
i fell in love, in love with you suddenly
now there's no place else i could be but here in your arms...."
Here in your arms - hellogoodbye
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Monday, October 18, 2010
why?
why do i care so much?
after all this time he still makes my heart skip a beat
he still takes my breath away
should i give it up?
it's never going to happen
it's never going to work out
but i can't
i can't let go
i've tried and it hurts too much
so i hold on....
grasping for some sort of hope...
....that i can never find
wondering if i am stupid for any of this...
and wondering why i fell so hard for this guy
and wondering if i will ever be able to stop....
after all this time he still makes my heart skip a beat
he still takes my breath away
should i give it up?
it's never going to happen
it's never going to work out
but i can't
i can't let go
i've tried and it hurts too much
so i hold on....
grasping for some sort of hope...
....that i can never find
wondering if i am stupid for any of this...
and wondering why i fell so hard for this guy
and wondering if i will ever be able to stop....
Monday, September 20, 2010
when did this happen?
All of a sudden, everything in my life changed.
school changed.
church changed.
friends changed.
family changed.
I changed.....
i don't know when it all happened but it's like all of a sudden i was on a different path in life. taking a different road. my friends were going one way and i was going another. some things are the happiest things that have ever happened to me that i have prayed would happen for years. other things i never thought would happen and then all of a sudden they are at my doorstep knocking and waiting for me to respond.
I have a job.
^---- does that mean i'm an adult now?
sometimes this is all too much but it was bound to happen.
I am ready.
LETS GO!!!!
school changed.
church changed.
friends changed.
family changed.
I changed.....
i don't know when it all happened but it's like all of a sudden i was on a different path in life. taking a different road. my friends were going one way and i was going another. some things are the happiest things that have ever happened to me that i have prayed would happen for years. other things i never thought would happen and then all of a sudden they are at my doorstep knocking and waiting for me to respond.
I have a job.
^---- does that mean i'm an adult now?
sometimes this is all too much but it was bound to happen.
I am ready.
LETS GO!!!!
Thursday, September 9, 2010
it's been a while.
I'm a horrible blogger.
i admit it.
i had plenty of things to blog about but guess what?
i don't think of it.
anyways...it's been an emotional couple of weeks. and a crazy couple of weeks.
i can't say all of on here...not by far. but what i can say i will.
i am now a junior...officially. crazy stuff.
i have a job and am steadily earning enough money to get to portland with flying colors.
and i am a fallen human who can't stand up on her own for the life of her.
OH and i'm just starting to realize how powerful a parents role in their kids' life is. make it or break it time really.
i don't know what tomarrow (or later today really) will bring. and i don't know that i am ready for it....but too bad. cause i have to go for it anyways. no reversing time. so let's just push foward.
i admit it.
i had plenty of things to blog about but guess what?
i don't think of it.
anyways...it's been an emotional couple of weeks. and a crazy couple of weeks.
i can't say all of on here...not by far. but what i can say i will.
i am now a junior...officially. crazy stuff.
i have a job and am steadily earning enough money to get to portland with flying colors.
and i am a fallen human who can't stand up on her own for the life of her.
OH and i'm just starting to realize how powerful a parents role in their kids' life is. make it or break it time really.
i don't know what tomarrow (or later today really) will bring. and i don't know that i am ready for it....but too bad. cause i have to go for it anyways. no reversing time. so let's just push foward.
Monday, August 16, 2010
change.
things are changing.
i'm making new friends.
i'm deciding what i really believe.
what i really want.
and going for that.
forgetting what people think.
and just doing what i think is right.
i'm making new friends.
i'm deciding what i really believe.
what i really want.
and going for that.
forgetting what people think.
and just doing what i think is right.
Friday, August 13, 2010
crazy.
i am pretty sure i am going crazy.
give it a few days...
i'll either go insane..
or gain my sanity.
one or the other.
let's see what happens, folks!
give it a few days...
i'll either go insane..
or gain my sanity.
one or the other.
let's see what happens, folks!
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
BIG decisions...
I have to make a huge decision.
Soon.
I have no idea how i am going to do it....
Not by myself that's for sure...
And maybe i won't make it at all.
Not sure...
But that's how life is at this point.
Soon.
I have no idea how i am going to do it....
Not by myself that's for sure...
And maybe i won't make it at all.
Not sure...
But that's how life is at this point.
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