maybe...

first off, i DO NOT want to sound like every infatuated teenage girl in the country...

i never wanted to be that girl that liked a different guy every week...

or thought she was in love with every single one of them...

but i've been learning..

that wisdom is a great and awsome thing...

but that doesn't mean that i don't like him.

and it also doesn't mean that something could come of all of this.

i refuse to be anti-relashonship...

i do like him....and that's ok...

he might just like me too...and that's just fine...

will i date him..that's another maybe. :]

falling.

Everytime i get up again

and vow to do what's best for me

i fall....

but this time...

like everytime...

i don't know if he's willing to catch me...

IF

ahh relashonships...

If this happens...

If that happens....

If she decides...

If they decide...

adolescence = not thinking about the consequences of our decisions and actions...

choose to live differently...

at the risk of what?

Rain.

Today, i was with my friends Becky and Katlynn at our church.

First, Katlynn taught me and Becky how to do this cool tap dance type thing and some ballet.

Then, we splattered paint onto a canvas with Jon.

And got lots of paint on ourselves.

After that, it started pouring rain outside so we went outside and rain in the rain.

We jumped in huge puddles that went up over our ankles.

And kicked the water so that we splashed eachother.

We were soaked and happy.

Best.Day.Ever.

a long month.

I'm pretty sure i haven't blogged in a month. =/ sorry bout that..

some new things have been happening...good and bad..

he's gone..
yet still in my heart...
deep sin...
wanting to get uprooted..
i preached...
and there is no way that it isn't going to happen again...
going to dinner with ryan yamin tomarrow...
o.O....
a new coach...
and maybe someone will ask me to be there's...?
probably not...but that's been my life...
struggle...victory...and struggle again...ohh the seasons of life...:]

I PREACHED!

soo i preached at my youth group!! i was planning it for like a month and knew it was gonna happen for 3 so this has been a long time in the making but please go listen! hope ya'll like it!

http://tinyurl.com/2whu5mm

LOVE YA!
~Jess~

just stuff.

it's been a long day.

and it's not even over yet!

I have allergies. Thus, i have a sore thoat.

My friends are going through hard times.

Broken promises are the new normal.

it is 98 degrees outside and very humid with no clouds.

i will be doing school until august 17.

My youth pastor's dad had a heartattack and thus there will not be gen church tomarrow. great.

BUT. i am going swimming tomarrow. :)