The Good Emotions.

I've been emphasizing a lot lately about how important it is for me to let go of all my pissed-off-ness feelings.

and trust me i've done a lot of it lately

(Lexi will tell you that ;))

But today as i was outside i realized that it's just as good and normal for me to release the good emotions!

I wasn't totally sure they were there but as i was outside helping(ish) my dad with the yardwork i realized they are there.

In the midst of running around the yard and doing random crazy stuff and being loud i just started to laugh.

I haven't laughed for nothing than just because life was good for a long time.

And i realized that being happy is very dependent on my state of mind.

I have to want to be happy. and realize everyday that i can be happy.

I just have to let myself be. :)

To top off the day with a good story....

So, i was outside with my dad when my mom was inside cooking dinner. She called for me a couple times from the window and i didn't hear her. After she practically screamed my name i heard her, freaked out and went running for the window. Well, when i got about three feet in front of the window my feet slid out from under me and I went crashing onto my bum. It was hilarious to say the least. I recovered quite quickly and stood up in about three seconds. To see my mom looking at me trying not to laugh her head off. As she described it "I saw you running and then you were gone in a split second! and then you shot right back up again!" All in all i almost peed myself and am i praying that the grass stains come out from the backside of my favorite jeans lol.

So anyways! I am going to go do some school and be happy with it. Go to my friend meghan's live show and show kindness to someone, just because that makes me happy. I'd encourage you to do the same. :]